Sunday, April 18, 2010

Blowing Off Some Mothafucking Steaaammmm..

IF I WERE A RAPPER, I'D KILL NIGGAS ON MY TRACKS.
THEY SAY PAIN/ANGER CREATES THE BEST MUSIC && ART
WELL, I'D BE ONE AMAZING ARTIST. I'M HAPPY, SAD, DEPRESSED
AND LOTS OF TIMES READY TO "KILL." I'M SURE PEOPLE WOULD
PREFER THAT I "KILL" A TRACK AND NOT ANYONE PHYSICALLY. HAHA
IDK. I HAVE AN ALTER-EGO THAT MOST SEEM TO ENJOY BRINGING OUT.
I'M ONE OF THE MOST SWEETEST, LOVING, CARING, NICEST PEOPLE
YOU'LL MEET. I DONT ASK ANYONE FOR SHIT, AND I USUALLY KEEP TO
MYSELF SO I CAUSE NO DRAMA. BUT, NO EVEN WHILE DOING THAT
PEOPLE STILL FEEL THE NEED TO BE FAKE AS FUCK. EVERYONE IS THE
FUCKING ENEMY IN MY EYES. AND ALL I GOTTA SAY IS KEEP BUILDING
MY RAGE UP. I SIT AND OBSERVE. NEVER SPEAK. MUTHAFUCKAS SHOW
THEIR TRUE COLORS. WHEN I BLACK OUT ON SOMEONE, AGAIN I DONT
WANNA HEAR SHIT!! I'VE TAKEN ENOUGH FOR WAY TOO LONG FROM EVERYONE.
ONCE AGAIN, I'M ALWAYS WORRIED ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELINGS SO I
DONT CALL PEOPLE OUT LIKE I USED TO. HMMMM. FUNNY. IDGAF WHO YOU ARE,
FRIENDS OR FAM, I DONT TRUST YOU RIGHT NOW. ONLY MY MOM + BF SEEM LIKE THEIR
THE ONES WHO CAN BE TRUSTED. FUNNY. THE ONES WHO I'VE ACTUALLY PUT THROUGH HELL
CAN BE TRUSTED. LMAO. BUT, YOU CANT PUT ANYTHING PAST ANYONE. I AM GRATEFUL. DONT PRETEND THAT YOU CARE. NO ONE FUCKIN CARES. I'M
ALWAYS THE ONE THAT CARES. TRY TO DO EVERYTHING TO PLEASE EVERY FUCKING BODY
AND WHEN THE SHIT STOPS, I'M THE BAD GUY AGAIN. WHEN IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHING IS RIGHT,
I HEAR NO COMPLAINTS, NO FAKE SHIT. BUT,WHEN SHIT GOES BAD AGAIN AND IT ISN'T EVEN MY FAULT
ONE WORD I SPEAK, ONE THING I DO, NO MATTER WTF IT IS....I'M THE FUCKIN BAD GUY BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE DOES ANYTHING FUCKING WRONG. I'M TIRED OF FAKE ASS PEOPLE WHEN I TRY TO DO NOTHING BUT BE STRAIGHT UP. FAKE ASS FUCKS. I'M TIRED. ALL OF THESE "GROWN" ASS PEOPLE AND EVERYONE ACTS LIKE THEIR 5. EVERYONE HAS SOMETHING TO SAY, AND I HAVE A LOTTTTTT TO SAY BUT OUT OF FUCKIN RESPECT I SAY NOTHING. BASTARDS.
SOMEONE ALWAYS NEEDS A FAVOR AND SHIT, BUT IF I DONT DO IT, IT'S DRAMA. IT NEVER FAILS. WITH ANYONE. I'M FUCKIN OVER IT. I VENTED. SO WHATEVER. I ADVISE EVERYONE TO KEEP ADDING TO MY FUEL I YOU WANNA GET HURT.

"Backs don't talk."

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